Today is the 3rd day of Ramadan. We're spending the nite here in Penang as the bridge was so damned jammed last nite.The kids raised early , masa sahur lagi semua dah bangun.sejuknya kat rumah ni...rasa macam ngeri je nak mandi as we havent install the water heater yet... hmmm... this weekend nak kena korek balik water heater tu kat dlm stor...cha yang suka mandi pun tak nak mandi pagi kat sini.our house is facing the hill...sekali angin datang memang sejuk sangat.
This ramadan..reminds me of so many things... so many memories...but i just hope this Ramadhan, my pray will be answered like the previous 2 Ramadhan, Insyaallah.It's about time to realize how lucky i am, blessed with a good life and good people around me.
p/s: teringat satu article yang aku baca last few days by one of our famaous local writer/motivator : bila suara hati kita didengari oleh pasangan kita, it means that our mind is so much synchronize. hmmm...looks like my mind and deens is so much synchronize now... hahaha...
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
pagi yang suram
Boring giloss hari ni...dah le jumaat...banyaknya menda yang x buat lagi.pagi2 pulak kakak buat hal...mendidihkan darah aku je... hantar gi nursery tak nak nak salam pulak tu..siap dia ptg ni...aku dah cakap kat deen dalam keta tadi...petang nanti bagi budak tu cukup2..hehehe...siap la kakak.puncanya aku suruh semayang subuh...dia kata " mama ni kalau tak suruh boleh tak?..kalau mama x suruh pun kakak solat nya....." pastu buat le muka kelat dia tu...tak nak jawab , tak nak cakap... amboi-amboi.....
tapi nasib baik aku dengar lagu ni dlam keta tadi... hehehe...aku tahu aku dah pernah tulis lagu ni dulu...tapi nak letak lagi sekali jugak...
CINTA -MELLY GOESLOW FT KRIS DAYANTI
Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akan kah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita
Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia
Cinta
Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimanapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
Cinta…..
p/s: dua hari lepas tengok gambar2 lama masa sekolah dan kat u dulu. punyala nerd muka aku masa tu...stoikkk je...stone giler...nasib baik deen suka kat aku dulu walaupun huduh giler..kalau tak... tak kawin sampai sekarang gamaknya aku nih...muahaaahhahaha....
tapi nasib baik aku dengar lagu ni dlam keta tadi... hehehe...aku tahu aku dah pernah tulis lagu ni dulu...tapi nak letak lagi sekali jugak...
CINTA -MELLY GOESLOW FT KRIS DAYANTI
Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akan kah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita
Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia
Cinta
Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimanapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
Cinta…..
p/s: dua hari lepas tengok gambar2 lama masa sekolah dan kat u dulu. punyala nerd muka aku masa tu...stoikkk je...stone giler...nasib baik deen suka kat aku dulu walaupun huduh giler..kalau tak... tak kawin sampai sekarang gamaknya aku nih...muahaaahhahaha....
Monday, August 11, 2008
fabricating sequence of events
sometimes , event without noticing it, we're creating a sequence of events in our life. We know that if we do this it will lead to that and those.Everything that we do will have its own cause and effect.it's something like.... if you are really reluctant to do something but we know there are things that we can do which in the end will force us to do what we're not willing to do. We are fabricating the sequence of events...i guess i did that sometimes... when it's really hard to persuade myself to just to what i'm supposed to do.
By the way, kakak manage to beat Joshua in the last test. But still cannot get no 1 cos there's another boy who get no 1. May be no 2 is the farthest she can go... hahaha...but at least her confident level boost up this time, cos all this while she always feel that joshua is unbeatable.
By the way, kakak manage to beat Joshua in the last test. But still cannot get no 1 cos there's another boy who get no 1. May be no 2 is the farthest she can go... hahaha...but at least her confident level boost up this time, cos all this while she always feel that joshua is unbeatable.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
***lizzy lazy***
hussh... thank god this week end at last. This is the most difficult week for me...cant wait for tomorrow.i spend today, leisurely preparing my project show off package...and listening to kopratasa's album (boss on honeymoon beb...)
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Serenity of the soul
this morning when i sent Alani to her school, i stumbled with a limp girl, infact badly limp, it's so obvious, i can see her one leg is obviously shorter than another.She's walking to the table and have a quiet breakfast alone.Suddenly i felt a pinch in my heart. Life must be very hard for her, especially in primary school, Where kids at that age normally hard to understand. Even a small defect can put you to be the center of humiliation.I hope she will be strong.Environment and people around us act like a mould , carve us into any shape we prefer to be.Making us who we are.Eventhough many things are beyond our control, when we are matured enough , we found that life is actually in our control. Certain things that we cannot control, leave it to the GOD.
How do you measure a good life? Is it a good brand new car? big house, good kids? can get anything you want, yet the money is never running out? I think we all agree that all of that are not the measurement for a perfect life. The serenity of the soul is still the ultimate achievement in life.
hahaha...since yesterday in my blog entrance : living life to the fullest, i keep on talking about this philosophy of life. I must be crazy or something....:-P well, but i choose to gimme a break since today is flyday...have fun...
How do you measure a good life? Is it a good brand new car? big house, good kids? can get anything you want, yet the money is never running out? I think we all agree that all of that are not the measurement for a perfect life. The serenity of the soul is still the ultimate achievement in life.
hahaha...since yesterday in my blog entrance : living life to the fullest, i keep on talking about this philosophy of life. I must be crazy or something....:-P well, but i choose to gimme a break since today is flyday...have fun...
Sunday, July 20, 2008
In the Pink of Health
Korang mesti heran pesal aku rajin sgt tulis blog sekarang. tengah siapkan presentation package ni.. tapi malas le... membebel bagus jugak. kerja/study cam korang ok le.. lepak sket ...tapi aku pun lepak jugak sebenarnya hehehe...
Today after lunch, i just walk passed by the promotion area. There was a cosmetic lady selling myriad of cosmetic there, you name it... so i just dropped by for a look.Then, suddendly the cosmetic lady asked me..."Pakai lipstik ke tak sekarang ni?" " No ...why?" i replied (hehehe...last time deen always complain cause my answer always ended with why...) "nampak natural tapi tanya ni sebab warna bibir nampak sama pink ngan tudung.." It reminds me of the English idiom, In the pink of health. May be i looked healthy today, eventhough i didn't really feel it, thats why my lips look as pink as my tudung.Hmmm... now i know where the idiom comes from. When you are healthy , your face will glow and radiant.Unlike when you're sick you look so pale and dull.Tapi betul ke aku healty sebab aku rasa ngantuk dan tidak bermaya giler sekarang ni...?
Huh apa aku membebel nih... i better stop here and try to finish the presentation and get some sleep to stay in the pink of health for the rest of my life... see yaa...till next time , have fun and bye
P/s: did u guys know that this blog is shared by 5 special people in my life. If you get the updates of my blog, it means that you are one of them..
Today after lunch, i just walk passed by the promotion area. There was a cosmetic lady selling myriad of cosmetic there, you name it... so i just dropped by for a look.Then, suddendly the cosmetic lady asked me..."Pakai lipstik ke tak sekarang ni?" " No ...why?" i replied (hehehe...last time deen always complain cause my answer always ended with why...) "nampak natural tapi tanya ni sebab warna bibir nampak sama pink ngan tudung.." It reminds me of the English idiom, In the pink of health. May be i looked healthy today, eventhough i didn't really feel it, thats why my lips look as pink as my tudung.Hmmm... now i know where the idiom comes from. When you are healthy , your face will glow and radiant.Unlike when you're sick you look so pale and dull.Tapi betul ke aku healty sebab aku rasa ngantuk dan tidak bermaya giler sekarang ni...?
Huh apa aku membebel nih... i better stop here and try to finish the presentation and get some sleep to stay in the pink of health for the rest of my life... see yaa...till next time , have fun and bye
P/s: did u guys know that this blog is shared by 5 special people in my life. If you get the updates of my blog, it means that you are one of them..
Up and Down
Hi guys... it's me again.last night i have a conversation with Alani, and somehow i feel a litle bit down after that.Remember when i once wrote "The distance between hapiness and torment is just a blink of the eye". In some cases it's true. Whether we are ready or not, we have to face it, once a tragedy struck.
The way alani's class seating arrangement it by exam result. So for this year because in standard 1 she got no 2 in the class, she sit together with those who get no 1 and no 3, Joshua and Ruelle Rajah (hope the spelling is correct), sandwiches between 2 of them. The 3 of them become close. Ruelle is a cute handsome little boy.According to alani, is a result of mix-parental, mum is english and dad is indian.Last nite she said,
" mama, Ruelle cannot come to school anymore, cikgu cakap darah putih dia banyak, kena duk kat hospital 2 tahun".
Hmmm...it's leukimia...Alani said it has been a month since he was admitted to hospital. Then she said,
"Mama, Ruelle tak boleh jalan lagi, somebody need to lift him if he wants to move" I feel down...i think most parent will. I just cannot imagine how his parent feel at that time.It reminds me of a dear friend, Asmah, who passed away due to leukimia when we was in standard 3.
This morning Alani asked me what is leukimia..and i explain to her properly.She asked me, why Ruelle's body release the white blood wrongly, why his white blood attacked his red blod... huh...have to explain to he in detail using the police and crook concept...hahaha... but i think she understand it. But i said to her...it's ok ...many people will recover from the disease...you dont worry so much. But she said...does it mean some people will die? I said, now the doctor is very clever... they know how to fix it.
To those to know and love Ruelle, if you, by any chance read this blog, our pray will always be with you and we hope that Ruelle will get well very soon, so the place next to Alani will not be empty for long. She already missed him.
Hmmm..this life...prepared or unprepared ...we have to face it...it's good if you can turn the torment into blessing...but is that so easy?
The way alani's class seating arrangement it by exam result. So for this year because in standard 1 she got no 2 in the class, she sit together with those who get no 1 and no 3, Joshua and Ruelle Rajah (hope the spelling is correct), sandwiches between 2 of them. The 3 of them become close. Ruelle is a cute handsome little boy.According to alani, is a result of mix-parental, mum is english and dad is indian.Last nite she said,
" mama, Ruelle cannot come to school anymore, cikgu cakap darah putih dia banyak, kena duk kat hospital 2 tahun".
Hmmm...it's leukimia...Alani said it has been a month since he was admitted to hospital. Then she said,
"Mama, Ruelle tak boleh jalan lagi, somebody need to lift him if he wants to move" I feel down...i think most parent will. I just cannot imagine how his parent feel at that time.It reminds me of a dear friend, Asmah, who passed away due to leukimia when we was in standard 3.
This morning Alani asked me what is leukimia..and i explain to her properly.She asked me, why Ruelle's body release the white blood wrongly, why his white blood attacked his red blod... huh...have to explain to he in detail using the police and crook concept...hahaha... but i think she understand it. But i said to her...it's ok ...many people will recover from the disease...you dont worry so much. But she said...does it mean some people will die? I said, now the doctor is very clever... they know how to fix it.
To those to know and love Ruelle, if you, by any chance read this blog, our pray will always be with you and we hope that Ruelle will get well very soon, so the place next to Alani will not be empty for long. She already missed him.
Hmmm..this life...prepared or unprepared ...we have to face it...it's good if you can turn the torment into blessing...but is that so easy?
A quote from a friend... think about it
“Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun, Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya."
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